okay, so i know i should be studying right now, but honestly i dont really care...i just got an email from one of my best friends, who well i dont know if she is my friend anymore, turns out that i made a comment that came out completely wrong, ya know when what is in your head comes out of your mouth 180 degrees different from what you thought...i now, well as i sit in campbell hall (b/c i have no more internet at home) i am trying to not cry...this is not a good day...three exams today, i leave b-ham t/m, and this on top of that is just the straw...i know that i need to go home and blah, blah...but i am scared, scared that the world here in birmingham will just keep on going without me, and i know it will, but i mean like i didnt exist...does this make sense...everyone's life will stay the same but mine, and i am afraid i am going to be trapped...i havent seen many of my friends this summer, but i want you all to know how much i will miss you...you all have had such an important part in my life i it kills me to leave, i will always consider yall my friends and hope you will do the same...anyway, enough rambling, not many people will even read this...i guess ill try to study...