girls night

this is all the girls out on the town, no boys!!!

being lazy

ever wonder what it would be like to be a cat?...somedays i wish that i could just trade places with my girls for just a few days...this is how my girls spend the majority of their day, being lazy in their beds...aren't they beautiful...

hawaiian shirts, flip flops, jimmy buffett music, and even margaritas (well non-alcoholic)...sounds like i was at the beach, but no...i was at church...it's a new series at the contemporary service at my church and it is really great, i was only able to attend the end of it (b/c i had to sing in "big church")...one of our new ministers, wade, has started this new series "The Gospel According to Jimmy Buffett" i was really interested to see how this could be turned around into a sermon, and when i heard it, the message not only impressed me, but also moved me...it was so applicable to where i am right now, and i feel that as the weeks go one it is going to get even better...so if any of you are interested i really recommend just trying it out, youll never listen to Jimmy Buffett the same again

unofficially official

well, that about explains it...i got an email the other day saying that all applicants offered a seat at ole miss accepted their seats, so unless something bad happens to one of them (which i do not want) ill be in jackson in 6 weeks...but ya know what, it wont be that bad...my mom is busy right now with my sisters and trying to sell her house so i know i will be a big help, and i can take just a few classes, ya know take it easy, and concentrate on other things, itll be good for me to take it easy for a year or so...and next year ill apply at several schools, who knows i could be back next summer getting ready to go to samford, which is sounding kinda good right now...anyway i have no idea where i will be but i do know that whatever or where ever it is, it is what i should be doing, after all i am not the one that plans these things....i leave you with a song:

Hard as it seems

Standing in dreams

Where is the dreamer now

Wonder if I

Wanted to try

Would I remember how

I don't know the way to go from here

But I know that I have made my choice

And this is where I stand

Until He moves me on

And I will listen to His voice

This is the faith

Patience to wait

When there is nothing clear

Nothing to see

Still we believe

Jesus is very near

I can not imagine what will come

But I've already made my choice

And this is where I stand

Until He moves me on

And I will listen to His voice

Could it be that He is only waiting there to see

If I will learn to love the dreams that He has dreamed for me

Can't imagine what the future holds

But I've already made my choice

And this is where I stand

Until He moves me on

And I will listen to His voice

ONE YEAR!!!

yes that is right, charles and i celebrated our anniversery today (well we actually celebrated last night b/c we both worked tonight)...it was great, we grilled out salmon and shrimp and just spent some quality 'us' time together, i couldnt have asked for anything better...this year has flown by, it's kinda scary to know that ill be leaving in 8weeks, but enough about that...it has been a wonderful and amazing year, and i can only pray that the following years are as wonderful as the first...

i am in love with the most wonderful man ever...and it is great!!!

gosh it has been busy, sorry i havent posted in a while, but after my last post i was kinda down (if you couldnt tell)...so after that post i decided to try not to think about the fall too much, ive succeded slightly...everyone is constently telling me dont plan too much, enjoy your life, and all that stuff, but let me let you in on a little secret, planning is my distraction...you see if i am constently thinking about pharmacy school and my educational career i dont have to spend time realizing that i am about to leave what has now become my home...i think, i just think of my life in terms of school so that i dont have to think in terms of, well, my life...do not get me wrong, i am living and taking every moment to enjoy each opportunity that i get, but its nights like tonight, when i have the best time enjoying my life and all that it encompasses, that it hits me...less than ten weeks left, then its time to start over, establishing myself and my actions (not recreating, just restablishing regardless to where i am)...and well, i lose it...when everything is fast paced, hurried, and exciting, i honestly dont have any down time, but if i have just a moment of silence allowing my brain to drift i get "enjoy this while it lasts, it wont be much longer" and i just dont want to think about that, i want to keep myself from realizing that in about two months i will be off...so maybe that can explain my actions and words...i guess i think that if i keep concentrating on the plan and the ultimate future by working hard now then i dont have to think about the immediate future sitting at my doorstep...
(and for the people who keep telling me to enjoy each moment, dont worry, i am more than youll know)
ps...this was not meant as a 'down' post, i am extremely happy, this is just a small look into my thoughts and justifications...